Call 911 she said
her chest felt like a siren
blare, I’m scared, we’re there
atop the landing.
She’s climbed the stairs
she couldn’t wait for me to come
to her the lights are blinking red,
what rhymes with red?
My fingers
flop around on pads
forgetting how to spell the secret spell
which brings the help with lights
and walkie talkie squawks
and caring questions asked in monotone.
We hear them in the distance
feel resistance to anything except
whatever’s next. I push away
the thoughts that poke
around the endless wait for paramedic
help, just wait for help to come
and hope the next thing on the list
is something else we understand
a little task, another chance,
the outrage of the ambulance.