but her hands
will always seem
like strangers,
pale animals
with a life
of their own,
loading, clicking.
She brushes her
colorless hair
200 times, as if
where her father
moved thru her
was still a stain
she could ease
out, slamming
each strand as
if to exorcise
his smell, his
breaking and
entering his
body a gun


Originally appeared in Clock Radio 5.

Image credit:Steinar Engeland
Lyn Lifshin

Lyn Lifshin was a steady presence in the poetry world for over four decades. She published some 120 books and chapbooks and has been widely anthologized. You can find her work on Amazon. Lyn died on December 9, 2019.