After ten and one half hours of work
and an hour each way on the freeway
I crawl into a white-trash apartment
and I lie on the floor and listen to

my drunken wife explain to me that she
isn’t drunk because she only had two
and one half beers and two bong hits
but she thinks it might be affecting

her because of the antidepressants
she has recently started taking to help
her out of the pit of despair that she
spends most of her time wallowing in.

And I try to explain that she’s slurring
her words and she tries to explain that
she knows she is slurring her words but
she only had two and one half beers and

two bong hits and that she thinks it must be
the antidepressants as she takes another pull on
her Lucky Lager and lights another cigarette
and I lie on the floor and listen to the sounds.

Image credit:Joyce Romero

Douglas Goodwin's books include Hung Like a Hebrew National, Half Memory of a Distant Life, and Slamming it Down. The latter two include a foreword by Charles Bukowski, who championed Goodwin's verse and corresponded with Goodwin over several years. Much of the Goodwin-Bukowski correspondence appears in the feature "Letters to Douglas Goodwin" in the 2015/16 edition of the Charles Bukowski Society Jahrbuch 2015/16, edited by Roni and Sönke Mann, out of Bamberg, Germany. Goodwin also collaborated with poet Steve Richmond on the literary magazine stance in the 1980s.