While you were out of town I went to your house and I slept in your bed and I pet your cat and made her purr and under your soft blanket I wondered if you would ever love me enough that you would want to kiss every inch of the walls that watch me sleep at night and that is how I feel for you and that is why I am here now w a i t i n g for you to come home, sometimes it seems the only way to love you is to wait. Will your memory foam mattress tell you I was here? I fell to sleep like I was in your arms. I watered the plants. I fed your betta fish just in case you had forgotten and if the flowers on the kitchen table don’t tell you, I will: I miss you more than I should and you’ve left holes that I can’t fill.